April, Juliette & Yéliz
– (April) Today is 15th July. It happened over two days, one on the Monday before the Pudaksa Ceremony which Gde called for all his Astral Warriors to come together, and then on Saturday that same week, the day before Juliette and Yéliz were due to go home
It was really like a whirlwind tour of the galaxy. Everything and nothing existed, someway beyond us.
There was no one and no thing, except Gde Ratu’s eyes, teachings, laughing and occasionally checking with each other what was being said or to have a syringe.
We traversed nebulae, spirits, Jesus, the Dogon tribe, past present future, and many more besides.
– (Juliette) For me it was a machine gun on my mind. At first I was swallowing every words and waves of energy and love. But after a while I was full, couldn’t get more and Ratu kept spreading energy, love and… words. It took me a while then to remind me that Ratu is always right and to understand that he had to blaze away my mind to make me feel and surrender.
– (April) On the Tuesday, Ratu talked to us for three full hours of many things and on the Saturday we sat with Gde Guna and Ayu hearing about the tests that they went through to understand that Ratu is here, inside Gde and here for us always. It was a magical moment with the two of them, so happy they were to tell their stories, I felt like I saw them properly for the first time as they were with there with Gde.
On the first day in the temple, it felt like Ratu was working with just the two of us (Juliette and I) with Yéliz next to us playing a game on her phone, although of course he was speaking to all of our souls. This was for everyone to enjoy, to seek, to be curious, to learn, to discover, to comprehend what is happening to us during the shakes, what Ratu knows and wants to impart to us, plus our own learning and teachings.
He was so sweet with me when I asked “how far away is the astral?” He said it’s not about how far, because it’s right here. Not about “where” because it’s here.
It’s in another dimension, using his hands to demonstrate his words. I understood.
As we sat with him we were meditating and I could see the leaves on the trees next to the Lakshmi temple swaying and shimmering with the energy. I said “is that the Astral”. Ratu confirmed with a nod and smile.
He showed us the decorations on the temples saying how they represent the galaxy and the nebulae, he said that the Balinese tradition expresses cosmic energy in this way so that we can see it and understand it and be surrounded by it on Earth. But it is the galaxy, the stars etc.
He said we were on a giant ship travelling through space, our sun and planets are moving in a circular motion always forward, that’s why there is time. It blew my mind. Something so simple and yet so profound.
– (Juliette) He said planets turn around the sun and all together we move. April asked « where are we going ? » Ratu said, like a given, « To another galaxy ». Mind can’t definitely get Ratu talk!
When he talked about the nebula, galaxy decoration, I realize there are everywhere. The most impressive feeling are for me on the ground. The Rosette in the center of the Taman, the pavement in Tirta, the decorate stone in the ground of Campúan.
Again, it was about cycle, everything circular. No space, no time in Astral. « We have the time because of Big bang ». A few times he talked about the cross (horizontal and vertical) and moved his hands as he wanted to rotate the cross and draw the svastika cross. He said « 100%, believe me, there’s no heaven. » He was laughing on saying « We are in prison, my heaven is your smile. »
– (April) We talked about the Dogon tribe in Africa, who still practice very spiritual rituals and have beautiful expressions of their understanding of cosmic energy. Ratu said they don’t need to use mobile phones because they can communicate telepathically. They understand the energy is everywhere, we are energy and everything is absolutely connected, so we don’t need technology to say hi to one another.
– (Juliette) I asked him personally about money and he told me to shake with Raksamuka, to ask for nothing but thanks him. He said Ratu makes statues for spirits to stay. He asks them to stay to help humans. For example, Raksamuka gives intelligence. We should just thanks him for being here. For his devotion.
Statues are like prisons for spirits. We should thanks them. As well, Ratu has beautiful wood sticks and rings because it is houses for spirits.
It reminds me 2 years ago, he said we should do with spirits like in the Pokemon stories, keep them in pocketball. And this time, he talked about the movie « How to train your dragon ».
My daughter Yéliz loves that 2 cartoons. I thought it’s funny coincidence. But now, I am not sure of the coincidence anymore. He said about her « we have very nice conversations », moving his arm from Yéliz to his heart to somehow place her as a full-fledged student. And she told me later with a sweet smile and sparkling eyes « I can’t talk but I can with Gde » She meant inside, holding her hand on her heart. And added with a laugh, showing 2 fingers, « he has 2 names ! Ratu and Gde! » So much joy, releasing and pride for me, the mother.
– (April) The second day, after sitting with Ayu and Guna for quite a long time Ratu asked Bali Dewa to collect some coconuts from the tree just behind us. Ratu tasted every single one of them before giving us one each. It tasted like the sweetest coconut water in the world, so fresh and full of life, like it could quench all thirst, forever.
– (Juliette) After Ratu drunk before us, he explained that now he knows why Ratu does this. Because spirits always want to follow Ratu, so when we drink after him we can get.
We also questioned him about possible bad spirits, for example in Campúan. He said « What bad spirits ? There is no bad spirits ! They are like water ». He talked about the Japanese Masuro Emoto who photographed the water molecules and show how energy imprints them. « Spirits like this ». He said also that humans have the positive and the negative inside, light and dark.
During my 2 weeks there, many times Ratu said we are positive(+) and the astral is negative (-). Not negative mind but negative polarity. That’s why we need to be positive. Positive thinking, positive actions… Next, we can match with negative pole, with astral, spirits… and light comes, like an electrical circuit.
As well the black and white tiles skirt to decorate the statue in balinese tradition means dark and light, plus and minus. And Yéliz again, without understanding a single English word, gave April a drawing of a couple of 2 dragons, a black and a white, as a sharing of her own experience.
– (April) Some of the Balinese then arrived to sit with Ratu as well, which was really special. And then he said Juliette and I could shake. We did and it ended up being for about three hours. A beautiful magical marathon that tested my strength and surrender, and willpower to keep finding the energy. At one point Yéliz was ready to stand up and have a break from her game, so she came towards her mum and I.
I felt a strong sense that she needed to hold our hands as we shook. She took mine and then about 10 minutes later Juliette held her other hand.
We were this way for maybe one hour, the three of us shaking together, with Yeliz in the middle. I can’t say that I have felt that much energy come through my body while holding someone else’s hand before. I had to hold onto the tree next to me so I could continue to stay upright while being deluged with Ratu’s love.
On the Sunday that Juliette and Yéliz left, Ratu explained that Yéliz has very strong energy and very good connection to Ratu. She is the same like the Spirits. We don’t need to communicate to her with words, just feeling, just energy, just connection. This would explain why I felt like I was holding onto a giant waterfall as a shock with her and Juliette, beside the Lakshmi temple. I felt it was energy for her for sure, but also it was energy for me, we were healing each other simultaneously. I felt so lucky to be connected to such a sweet soul who has such a raw and honest connection with Ratu, no mind getting in the way.
– (Juliette) I always knew that only Ratu can rule the ashram. No one else. This time Gde has held light to at least, one of the reason. He said « we can’t rule the ashram as a business. » « Because not only human here. » Ratu takes care of humans, spirits, ancestors… « We are not alone. »
– (April) The day after the marathon shake with Ratu, I felt pretty wiped out and the girls were preparing to go back to France. We sat at Campuhan with Gde, and I had to continuously have a syringe, just to be able to stay upright. That night after Gde left the Ashram, I started to have a very powerful process in my neck with the spine meets the neck vertebrae. It’s still going on four days later and has been such a test again of my focus and my willpower to shake, because the pain is quite all consuming and so intense when I am bouncing in the shake that I want to scream and cry all at the same time. I have to surrender fully so I am just energy and it can flow, otherwise I feels like there are several knives in my spine.
Thank you Ratu for this momentous upgrade, while being with you twice at Lakshmi and again in Campuhan, also with Yéliz and Juliette’s help. I am finding truth and clarity amidst the intensity of the physical process. The energy landing in my body is getting more and more and more. Being able to surrender isn’t easy whilst in so much pain, yet I know that it is working a miraculous process of spinal reconstruction and love.
Much gratitude to our eternal Master and friend, to our shaking family, without whom I couldn’t do what it is that Ratu wants from me at the moment, and myself for staying in truth and love and light, maybe not every second of every day, but I am giving it my best.
Suksema Suksema Suksema.