Om Swastyastu Ratu Bagus.
A few weeks after Ida Ratu Bagus passed away, I often dreamed of being visited by Jero Lanang/Gede. At first I dreamed that I was visited by Jero Lanang/Gede and he told me that I would experience a process in the kidney and at that time Jero Lanang/Gede saw me and held my right arm.
And it turned out to be true that a few days after that I experienced tremendous abdominal pain that seemed to penetrate to my back waist. This happened many times, and at that time I could not stand it until I almost fainted.
I went to the doctor several times but there was no result. I did shaking but my stomach was getting more and more painful. When I was went to the Ashram, Jero Lanang was very knowing and attentive to my condition and directed me to do the shaking, but the process was still ongoing.
At home, a few days later, the previous stomach pain recurred and it was extremely painful, and I decided to go to the doctor again. Before going to the doctor I took the time to pray with surrender and empty myself asking for the way of healing.
Suddenly, when I felt completely empty, the pain gradually disappeared. In the end I did not go to the doctor, and until now I do not feel any pain anymore. I was very grateful and began to feel the presence of Ida Ratu Bagus inside Gede/Jero Lanang.
I felt the same energy, both Ida Ratu Bagus and Jero Lanang/Gede and at that time I began to understand that Ratu Bagus is only one, He is energy and now changes physical form and I feel now Ratu Bagus is inside Gede/Jero Lanang.
All the disciple who are currently close to Gede/Jero Lanang, they all feel like that. We have never heard words from Jero Lanang/Gede saying that he is Ratu Bagus, but the sisya who are close to him feel that. We feel comfortable as if we are close to Ratu Bagus in the past, because what Gede/Jero Lanang often says now, is like repeating his words several years ago when Ratu Bagus was still in the world.
Thank you, Ratu Bagus the only one.
Purnayasa